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United States
Current Residence: Mithlandril
Favorite genre of music: rock mixed with classical instruments
Operating System: Windows
Favorite cartoon character: Depends...which animated show are we talking about? Too many are tied for first place.
Personal Quote: I'd rather be warrior in a garden, than a gardener in a war.
Just a little something I was thinking about while in the shower...

Victim or Victor?

Here in this world a darkness is growing.

It has always been so,

but now it seems that it is truly taking hold.

I have seen the haunted faces of rape survivors.

I do not want that to be me.

To endure that kind of trauma,

and have it constantly repeat,

Whenever someone I love reaches out to touch me,

Only to have me flinch away

as the memory replays.

Should it happen to  me...

Should I be the victim or the victor?


I have heard of people being raped and then killed, or vise versa.

I do not want that to happen to me.

But should I see someone walking towards me with weapon in hand,

be it gun, knife, or hammer...

Their intent is clearly seen...

Should I not shoot?

Their blood will be on my hands,

my first kill for survival and those scars will be mine to bear.

Should I let  them have their way with me,

won't the scars be worse If I survive?

But to shoot, I will have consolation that one less scumbag walks this earth.

One less scumbag will walk this earth...

I will have rid the world of this one,

and saved those who would have come after.

For villainy never stops at just one,

It is never satisfied with just one...

If I shoot I will be an unsung hero.

a life for many lives..

Even so, That one life's blood will be on my hands...

 That one's life blood is on my hands.

For good or for ill, it's blood is on my hands.

Which should  I choose to be the victim or the victor?

Should I be the victim or the victor...


The gun is at my side ready for me to choose.

 I have trained fervently against  this day.

But as much as I hoped I would never loose,

My time has come.

 Which should I choose?

He is approaching me,

I can see clearly the loathing fire in his eyes...

The knife is in his hands,

The blade glinting in the sunlight.

Should I be the victim or the victor?


Shouldn't I be allowed to choose?

  • Listening to: my computer humming
  • Reading: fruits basket
  • Watching: movies and cartoons
  • Playing: mind games
  • Eating: food
  • Drinking: water

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Lauretta-89 Featured By Owner Sep 6, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
thank you so very much for the fave!
MiniFearling Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fave!
Ka-ren Featured By Owner Aug 4, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for the watch ) :tighthug:
Yamigirl21 Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2013
Thanks for the fav! :D
JonathanGragg Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2013  Professional Digital Artist
Thanks for faving 'The Dragon Rider!'

Much appreciated!
chaosangel0 Featured By Owner Jul 25, 2013
thanks for the :+fav:!
Hana-May Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you so much for the fave! :heart:
Penny6 Featured By Owner Jul 17, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the :+fav:
Yamigirl21 Featured By Owner Jun 19, 2013
Once more, I thank you! :D
AnitaBlake002 Featured By Owner Apr 13, 2013
Thanks for the :+fav: :D
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